Subloser
Virgo
Online pet and companion
1-1.5 years
Chatting, camming, cage, chastity, cum eating, humiliation, pet sub
Subloser found me as a bossy yet inexperienced Domina in my mid 20s and idealistic enough to flirt with subs that couldn’t afford me. He was particularly controlling, and liked to buy me gift cards. For this, and cash in the form of tokens, I would make him eat his own cum out of his hand, wear a numbered cock cage for me, and well, dote on me emotionally.
I recall telling him how small his actually quite normal, and attractive cock was… feeling turned on in a particular way as a dominant that tugs my curiosity string.
How could I be so turned on by someone so pathetic?
We became long term internet confidants, until I realized his lies were folding in on each other and the fantasy was dead.
I have a soft spot for him of course as that foundational ownership of pet and boss, really shaped the things I crave in ownership now…
Devotion, humility, and most importantly, generosity.